February 2011
Valentines Day makes me laugh.
It celebrates St. Valentines’ martyrdom, in which he was beaten, stoned, decapitated and had his heart devoured to be made an example of to the pagans around the time of the Roman Empire.
Now you have Cupid, flowers, and chocolates to celebrate that shit.
Good luck luck with eating heart-shaped chocolates, you sick fucks (:
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IDGAF. I just wanna eat and take shits.
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Dude, I don't care. I just want some Pho.
Back to the forefront.
So, i’m still at school and i’m about to go eat pho later cause i’m really hungry and whatnot. I’ve missed the library so much, yet I barely read most of the shit that’s in here LOL.
Note to self: I need to read more from now on.
Anyhow, back to school and I sort of hate this semester already. I wish I had the integrity to not complain, but I really think of it as...
I want more than this.
I want more than just words spit from burnt teachers and fake friends that act more like leeches. And I don’t even refer to sucking me dry, either from my emotions to my member. I want more of a life that can keep things suspenseful and those people that can be helpful. I want to be the one that can give and receive on both ends of the spectrum and have my life more colorful with homies more...
January 2011
Isolation Therapy/Torture.
Just being alone gives me all the thoughts I need to give myself relaxation or slow painful death of my soul.
I feel like a loveless hermit.
…Or however that feels, I guess.
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I have a thing for eloquently worded...
I like a girl with a sharp mind and a street wit more than an overwhelmingly gorgeous face or gifted features.
And if she’s not afraid to spit a little dirt, totally fine with me (;
83 by John Mayer
(Room For Squares Album)
When it comes time to rage, chase your abuser and...
And when the morning comes?
Chase your dreams and up your grind.
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Mental and emotional clusterfuck?
Nah, to be honest I ain’t even mad. It’s really a really bad miscommunication error. I guess we got lucky though with some place and something to do. So, personally i’m relieved that tonight was salvageable.
But still, i’m sort of bothered about how some of these puzzle pieces don’t fit.
I guess you can’t believe some of the things people say sometimes.
Huynh, Andy: I'm starting to grow an attachment to... →
heyandy:
I hate her. I hate him. I hate people. I’ve just been disgusted by the actions of others and who they are. I’m not saying I don’t have flaws, but some people are so fake. Actions speak louder than words, and what you’ve been doing totally goes against what you say. I’m not one to put people on…
I'd rather remain faceless and to myself sometimes
I love the company of people and I guess that i’m more of a social butterfly than back then, but sometimes I just want to shut myself in my room and hold all the things unsaid to myself. There are actually a lot of things that I don’t put on here that bug the shit out of me or just make me uneasy. I’m pretty sure that people have the same feeling, no doubt. But sometimes I just...
Monome MIDI Pads?
I just want one. Just to put that late night thought into the open. Lulz.
I haven’t been talking much. Well on here, at least about the things that daily buzz in this membrane. I might as well muse and ramble about things for a bit. I don’t know, it’s just so hard to communicate lately, in all avenues of life really. In the course of a few weeks, I found myself finding and...
I want to do you like there's no tomorrow.
mantaur:
I’m so in the mood.
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What do you even know about the monsters that I...
I left them up there for a reason. They weren’t meant to come out the front door.
My Valentine's Day:
questioneveryone:
Me:
My friends:
Not exactly with the crying. But basically yeah.
All the beats and flows swarming my head.
They will become reality. For the first time, i’m going to create something of my own. I don’t care how long it takes me to get there, I don’t care too much for the fame that might affiliate itself if I make it. I don’t care what I have to do. This is something that I know I can do, something i’ve wanted to be, something I have to have in my life. I want to do it...
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I remember when
Most people that smoked or were affiliated with parties and seshes were either seniors in high school or in college.
Now 8th graders and smart-ass A students can out-smoke me and go to parties every other week or more.
Man, how times have changed -_-‘
